The Failure Pledge

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Ann Dowd

Ann Dowd
Photo by Peabody Awards. CC BY 2.0, via Wikimedia Commons.

What failed

She was paid a hundred dollars a day for sixteen days on a film that got her the best notices of her career. It grossed under $320,000 and never played more than twenty-one screens. The distributor declined to send screeners to awards voters because the film was going to lose money.

What happened next

She and her husband put six thousand dollars on their credit card and borrowed seven thousand more to press and post the discs themselves. She did not get the nomination. She kept working exactly as she always had, and four years later won an Emmy at sixty-one, after more than thirty years of small parts.

The point

She did everything right, backed herself with real money, and lost. The thirteen thousand dollars bought her nothing directly. Betting on yourself is not the same as being rewarded for it.

The sequence

3 documented failures, shown with the successes in between. Every entry carries its own source — the wins are part of the record, and leaving them out is how these stories get distorted.

  1. 2012

    The film premieres to strong notices and is picked up by a distributor.

    successThe Hollywood Reporter

  2. 2012

    It grosses under $320,000 and never plays more than twenty-one screens.

    failureThe Hollywood Reporter

  3. 2012

    The distributor declines to pay for awards screeners, so she funds them herself.

    failureThe Hollywood Reporter

  4. 2013

    No nomination.

    failureNPR

  5. 2017

    Wins a Primetime Emmy at sixty-one.

    successAnn Dowd (Wikipedia)

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